This is Deepak Chopra telling Pauline’s story. You will recognize it I am sure just like I recognized yours when you shared it with me. Spirit knows Spirit – Always.
This is just one of MANY teachers I have discovered talking about this SAME experience in every school of thought. I have found it in everything from Christian to Jewish teaching to Buddhist teaching to Hindu and many more. The story is always the same no matter what schools language is used to tell it.

Everything has to fall apart before it can all come together.
Jesus’s Version? (just one) –┬áVerily, verily I say unto you, unless a grain of wheat fall into the ground and die, it abideth alone; but if it die, it bringeth forth much fruit.
Here is another –┬áTruly, truly, I say to you, unless one is born of water (cleansed-the fount) and the Spirit, he cannot enter the kingdom of God. That which is born of the flesh is flesh, and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit.

Here is an important line out of part 1 –
“Everyone who knows me says I live a charmed life. Some shake their heads and say it enviously or with disbelief (crazy). But almost no one knows the truth.There is a reason everything goes right for me.”

Here is an important line out of part 2 –
“Pauline achieved something rare… She noticed her soul (that time of peace after falling apart) and then didn’t take her attention off it (ever). The souls presence remained with her. This is why her life became charmed.”

Pauline’s Story Part 1

 

Pauline’s Story Part 2

 

Start simple. Just wear your beads. Don’t worry about why or what they are for… just start wearing them.